CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY @ SEOUL GARDEN!

• oh yar, My lovely brother gave me an ipod touch! lovinnnnn it ~
• Parents, havent receive yet, papa faster la.. hehe.
• Sister, also quick quick!
• and you, to me, you're already my Biggest Gift.
  

♥ you.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR, EARTHLINGS!"

I'm not being me yesterday. Although it's New Year Eve.

Owh, c'mon someone told me, 'get your ass off, and let's party tonight!'

Yess, i wanted too but i freakin' no mood at all. Not say, 'no mood' but pissed off shit.

Yesterday was a Hella-luva.

Only Tyytee, Elyssa, S, and God know how Paranoid I was.

Lemme fucking Elaborate since i have the fucking mood to Blog! Cheerios.

Yesterday evening my family and I sent my lovely sis to the Airport as she will

be going Perth for 5 freakin' days. Ohmy, i am so jealous 'cause she going with her

crew members and her Bestfriend! Better get me one big Kangaroo home k! Teehee.

After that had so called dinner at Popeye the Sailorman, toot-toot!

Around 8pm, daddy parked his car at MS to catch the fireworks.

So why not right, followed daddy & mummy since i didn't bring any cash

or ez-link card! See? How dumb I was yesterday. Yes, I'm so dumb, i need a tight slap.

Plan all clashed! So we went to Esp to catch the fireworks. It was a clear view to see

the pretty fireworks. Around 8++, suddenly my cyber friends and gf texted and called

me at the same time, woah. UNEXPECTED.

I really try my best to meet my Cyber Friends, but sorry, the place was too crowded &

y'guys are kinda too far away from me to travell there. And you expect me to travell there all alone?

Sorry, (ajie, mussybart, ryme) :'(

Elyssa called me to come dwn to Flyer 'cause there's like a dancefloor to dance,

and it really was! Ohmyfuck la, i wanted to dance but there's plenty of White's dancing

crazily, i think they're high though. BORING FUCKING SINGAPOREANS DON'T WANNA DANCE!!

FUCK YOU. HAHA. Awesome music they are playing, and cool DJ. They Blast Out the Music, like

as though we're in clubs but this more cooler 'cause we can dance by the river. HEe.

Enough said, spent like only hours with Elyssa, Elyssa Bf and Elyssa Bf friends.

So i walked back to esp to find my parents, i hate crowds, fucking seriously. -_________-

I hate this part right here.

I was LOST. I repeat, I was LOST! All the places has been blocked! And i fucking dont know

where to go and how to GO INSIDE the fucking esplanade. So, i asked one of the traffic offices

how to go inside back? And this was what he said, 'I'm sorry, you need to walk back to the flyer or the raffles link and make it one big round to go inside the esplanade.' I gave him one big HUH face. HAHAH, &$*# YOU!

I was all alone, I was quite independent at the moment of time. That's what Elyssa told me too. 'Cuz i managed to find her where she was, actually.

So yeah without hesistate, I find my way to go Raffles link to find my right destination to ESP.

I've been squeezed by all the Mats, Minahs, Lubbirds, Banglas. A big EW to them ok, gross.

So yah i managed to find my way to Raffles Link. But sadly i asked one of the officer again...

'How am i supposed to go inside the esp?' And this was what he said, 'Im sorry, Esplanade has been blocked

and we couldn't let all the people to go in 'cuz too many people inside.'

I GAVE HIM ONE BIG FUCKING 'HUH' FACE. And oh, he's a malay officer fyi.

I was so Paranoid at that moment of time. I don't know what else I can do, seriously,

i already try my best and try my very own luck to find my right destination.

I was so pissed off 'cuz when everytime i walked alone, there's plenty of mats or whoever else

disturbing me. So at least, I have 2 lifesavers to accompany me on phone. I called Tyytee,

she was extremely shocked when i told her where am I, and i told her, idk where am I going now..

Im seriously like a Homeless Girl, no offence. 'Cuz there's no cash or even a Ez-link card to buy

anything. I was dehydrated :( Suddenly saw a one bottle of Mineral Water and i feel like taking it,

but No~. When the clock ticks at 00:00am, everyone out there celebrating New Year happily,

Hence, I was all alone outside but luckily, my two babies entertain me,

♥ ♥ (these two heart represents Tyytee and S)

Watched the fireworks outside Marina while talking on phone with Tyy.

Heehee. I managed to get like 3 photos of fireworks on my mobile, heh im happy w it.

It was my very first time, im celebrating countdown alone.. Thanks '09, lets forget about it, and lets welcome 2010!

Right then, Tyytee accompanied me on phone like hours. Omg babe.. im so sorry. Around 1am, mum called me and asked me where the hell am i. HAHA, 'sorry mum i celebrated countdown alone la mum..'

Sad right? HAH, but i enjoying it. Waited mum at the carpark, like hours again.. (insert long sigh)

So that's my NEW YEAR EVE! THANKS TO TYYTEE, ELYSSA AND ELYSSA'S FRIENDS.

GLAD THAT AT LEAST I MANAGED TO MEET THEM FOR THE LAST OF '09..

CIAO~ I have alot more to update, serious shit. So wait for my next next post.

"Save your tears, girlfriend.."

Hey! I think this is a proper update, i guess. Yesterday, around 750pm, texted gf and said, what r u doing. So another 10mins later, she called me. I was total shocked 'cuz she said, she wanted to foward this message. So yeah, waited abt 30s. I was kinda amazed plus traumatized. The first thought on my mind was "Ow fuck, why it should be like this? I'm just wanna her to be Happy. And i wanna to see her smile, not always sorrowful or miserable face." Damned.

1 min later, i heard someone weeping on the phone. I was like, 'is she crying?' Omg, she should not weeping over this anyway. I know you're strong enough to handle this. Big girls don't cry yeah? The text she foward to me, is completely errrr.. ? Cuz' i didnt expect this, really. Why the hell is he into me? I didn't even did a single talk with him neither a HI nor a HELLO, or a conversation. Wtf, why she always being treated this way? I just wanna you to be happy and watch your joy with him. I advised her that, maybe time hasn't come yet. It's just a matter of time. Maybe it's good to see which is good or bad ones. And you've just haven't find the Mr.Right..

Sooooo, reminder to all the womens..

"Please dont rush into things! Sooner or later, you'll be regret though."